God i feel so bad for..idk i can't even say "for no reason" cz there…

God i feel so bad for..idk i can't even say "for no reason" cz there is indeed a reason and not just one...but im not sure of holding on to life, im not sure of anything and i can't even predict my own moods,
It'd be so peaceful to not wake up again tomorrow,
it's just so unbearable and I have no more energy for any of it