Had a genuinely good week and immediately started treating it as…

Had a genuinely good week and immediately started treating it as suspicious, which is apparently the next thing to work on.

The logic is roughly: if I enjoy this, the drop will be worse. So the sensible move is to stay braced. Which is a plan that guarantees I never have a good week, only a series of weeks in which nothing bad happened while I waited.

No resolution to offer. Just noting it, because noticing it took nine months and writing it down is how I stop it being weather and start it being a thing with a name.