I am feeling down. I try to remain positive most of the time. I like…

I am feeling down. I try to remain positive most of the time. I like laughing my problems away because I do not want to return to the "me" before who's very pessimistic. I want to see the colors of life and not deny myself of the chance to be happy. It's just... It hurts when the past comes knocking back.

Yaa, this is one of them boring heartbroken lover boy stories so, I won't bother ya'll with it. They say you should write when your mind is heavy. Does this count?🫪