Went to an actual cinema for the first time in months and the…

Went to an actual cinema for the first time in months and the difference is not the screen.

It is that you cannot pause it. Everything I watch at home is watched by someone who could stop at any moment, and knowing that changes how I sit. In a cinema the film is going to keep going whether or not I am following, and that mild helplessness is, it turns out, most of what I have been missing.